by Lauren Huyser

Should I know what to do? Please. Tell me that I know what is the right thing. I can not stand this anymore. The one… the other… which is it going to be? The last thing I want to become is shallow. I feel defeated. Would it be better to just forget it all?  This is a mangled mess of meaningless words. My thoughts have been scattered by the pounding resonation of unequal longings.  I want to love again. Who? WHO? Dilemma.